My head is a very ugly place right now. Good thing…

My head is a very ugly place right now. Good thing I need to go to sleep so I can work in the morning…

Tiger Balm. Soothes my neck spasm and menthol fres…

Tiger Balm. Soothes my neck spasm and menthol freshness clears my nose. Cool.

It just seems wrong that I’m fighting acne and fin…

It just seems wrong that I’m fighting acne and finding white hairs at the same time. Like some cosmic joke. Real fucking funny.

I’ve always lived out far enough from downtown to …

I’ve always lived out far enough from downtown to see the stars. I don’t think I could live in light pollution. A blank sky is unsettling.

Not dead. Jelly had surgery. Doing wonderful. New …

Not dead. Jelly had surgery. Doing wonderful. New job. Electronics dept at Toy’s R Us. Life’s going well, just busy. But not dead. Promise.

Trying to walk around cats, a summary: “Hi, kitty….

Trying to walk around cats, a summary: “Hi, kitty.” … “Move, kitty.” … “Kitty, keep walking” … “Cat! Get the fuck out of the way!”

Had a bad Lyme day today. Very fatigued and intens…

Had a bad Lyme day today. Very fatigued and intense pain. Muscle, tummy, and deep in my bones. Won’t let it drag me down. Won’t let it win.

Just had a sudden, spine-tingling realization that…

Just had a sudden, spine-tingling realization that when I take a real hard look inside myself, I don’t hate what I see.

Jelly made it through surgery. She’s home and doin…

Jelly made it through surgery. She’s home and doing well. Hates the ecollar, wiggles out. I’m full of emotions. Most will lead to crying.

I’m just driving to my boy’s house, no stops on th…

I’m just driving to my boy’s house, no stops on the way, and I was still compelled to do my make up. Love is gross.

Thank you, dear Mother, for reminding me that I fa…

Thank you, dear Mother, for reminding me that I failed out of college and am 22 and a piece of shit. I forget that all the time.

I’m grieving for a young woman I never met and nev…

I’m grieving for a young woman I never met and never will. If she could handle C.F with such grace, I can shut my mouth and get through Lyme

I thought I “got” C.F when I took on the role of S…

I thought I “got” C.F when I took on the role of Star. I wish I had seen this then. I didn’t even come close to worth of telling that story.

I have never been so emotionally devastated by a f…

I have never been so emotionally devastated by a film as I am right now after watching the documentary 65_Redroses.

Almost super glued my hand to my craft project…….

Almost super glued my hand to my craft project….